Home is where the heart is....

Coming off the high from New York City was a little depressing...i felt so drained mentally as well as physically. A week after coming back, I had an amazing Memorial Day adventure. A group of hardcore Angelino's took a double decker bus tour through some of Los Angeles' best kept secrets. It was an amazing way to spend memorial day! Bus tour, Jack Daniels at 10am, and dodging trees....Sounds like a good way to enjoy friends......Can't forget rockband night after the days festivities....

I Heart New York

I just returned last week from a trip to New York City, and i have to say that i really really love that place. It's in my ultimate plan to move there soon, and I needed that trip to really make me remember all the things i love about that city. I am lucky enough to have a great group of friends in NYC, which seems to be getting bigger by the minute. Over the last few years, more and more people seem to be making the move from LA to NYC. I have realized that Los Angeles will always be my home....but i need something more. I feel like my life has become sooo monotanous here. I need some sort of change. On my trip, i had so much fun getting lost in the city, and discovering new places, as well as revisiting old places I've already been to. I got to hang with my 2 favorite gays, which was probably one of the most important things to me on this trip. It is interesting to see the new life my bestfriend has built for himself. I am happy for him, it is a far cry from sharing a one bedroom apartment in Tranny Town and using coffee filters to wipe our ass. Above all else, this trip reminded me to appreciate all the people in my life. Whether under the same roof as me, or clear across the country....i truly value my friendships.....and if the old saying is true "You are who your friends are", then i guess I'm a pretty awesome person after all....

Karma

Last night i went out and ran into this guy that i used to know. When i was younger i used to think the world revolved around house music, and dancing. Horrible, i know! So anyways.....this guy used to have a crush on me when we were in that era. I never really paid attention to him, or even gave him a chance.....i dont even know what i was looking for back then. So why is it when i saw him, hes like SOOOO fuckin hot now!! Of course thats totally my luck, right? I would totally fuck him in a second, but cut to 6 years ago and he was totally not do-able. This whole little game of Karma just makes it more apparent that i will NEVER, EVER find love.......if its not my present situation fucking shit up for me...then its my past.....and lately my past is being a bitch. So to all those many people i have been a bitch to...im sorry, get over it, and stop being hot!

Hot or Not???

So all over Los Angeles I have seen these posters, commercials, billboards, and now.....drink coasters about meth abuse. I don't know if this is a Nation wide ad campaign or specific to Los Angeles? I mean, i used to have a meth problem myself...but that was soooo high school....and in my defense i grew up in the San Gabriel Valley....so who DIDN'T do it over there!?! Luckily....i got over that phase before i turned 18 and turned to Ecstasy, Acid, Liquid G, Special K and Wippets...I was a fucking raver...so thats my excuse. Now im happy to be drug free....well, you would think i would be happy to be drug free wouldn't you? So what makes me second guess my sobriety? The fact that all these dudes on meth ads are kinda hot! Skinny little pale boys that look kinda dirty? Ummm...my dream guy!!! These ads are doing more damage than good! In fact....I can walk down the street in my neighborhood and see a million dudes that look skinny, pale, and a little dirty...... They really need to stop glamorizing meth. Now all i think about is "how can i look like the cute boys in the meth ads". I went to join the YMCA today and when i was getting a tour of the facility i wanted to ask the trainer "what excercises would you recommend to give me that... I lost myself to meth look". Meth is giving me a boner....

Best gift ever in life!!

So, I have always dreamed of being a blonde...because....i really want to see if they have more fun. Yesterday i decided to go for it. After getting my hair done i felt that something was missing....i needed something to accessorize my new hair. Then today in the mail i got a gift....... I think it was the best thing i have ever received. Alana and Nate sent me CROCS!! CROCS!!!! For a second i thought i might have ordered them in a drunken state....but there is no way in hell i could ever be that drunk. I think i would have died of alcohol poisoning before being drunk enough to buy those for myself. Alana is totally trying to bring me into the Croc wearing club. That club is like one step below Scientology on the crazy meter! Stay tuned for pictures of me with my new gift in awkward situations. If Tyra Banks can wear a fat suit to see how fat people live, then i can wear Crocs as a little experiment to see what really goes on in the Croc wearin club.....I will either have a boyfriend in like 2 days or my feet will be covered in puke.