My Quincenera!!

August was a good month for me.....I had a fuckin raging birthday party!! I always had this deep fear of having parties. I always feel like if i have a party no one will show up....but that was not the case. I felt so loved, got some amazing gifts....including a bike....and just had a great fucking time. I was actually proud of myself for keeping it together until the very end of the night....thats when things got messy. I fuckin past out on a chair outside.....and 4 friends proceeded to molest me with a hotdog for an hour. I have about 100 pictures of them fucking with me...when i woke up i found the most random shit in this house. I found a bullet (cocaine is gross), $180 in cash, and a list from a game we were playing which was like truth or dare....it included such things as "make out, take off your pants, paula shows her tits".....here's to being 28! oops i mean 15!

Forgive me my lord for i have sinned.....

It has been 4 months since my last entry. When i started this blog i planned on updating it as much as possible. Yet somewhere along the line i started slacking. I guess i have been out there living my life instead of writing about it. I will try and update as much as possible.....I know the 3 people that actually read this will be pleased....

While i was out, I had a birthday, I went back to NYC and had another time yet again!! and i have met some really amazing people....some people i knew had to get the boot too....thats just how it goes, right?

Fondue Fun

Holding down the title and legacy of having the party house we decided to have a little shindig for our lovely friend Beth. It was her 28th birthday last night and we celebrated with tons of champagne, fondue and "Sangria", which was more like jungle juice. I myself seem to be inching toward that 28 year mark. In a few weeks i will be celebrating mine.

Summer nights in Los Angeles are amazing! The temprature is just right, candles on our porch, friends, drinks, smokes, and laughs. I love my LA life.

A stalkers favorite tool

So if you dont already know...google maps has gone stalker friendly! I was checking something out on googles maps the other day when i noticed this new view called "street view". I already knew i can view my house though a satellite picture...which i must admit is kinda cool. Now to top things off they apparently have these cars with cameras attached to them taking pictures of every single house. It's actually kinda creepy to know that someone can just type in an address and not only get directions to your house but also see exactly what it looks like including cars parked in the driveway. Insane! Is anyone else creeped out by this?

Home is where the heart is....

Coming off the high from New York City was a little depressing...i felt so drained mentally as well as physically. A week after coming back, I had an amazing Memorial Day adventure. A group of hardcore Angelino's took a double decker bus tour through some of Los Angeles' best kept secrets. It was an amazing way to spend memorial day! Bus tour, Jack Daniels at 10am, and dodging trees....Sounds like a good way to enjoy friends......Can't forget rockband night after the days festivities....

I Heart New York

I just returned last week from a trip to New York City, and i have to say that i really really love that place. It's in my ultimate plan to move there soon, and I needed that trip to really make me remember all the things i love about that city. I am lucky enough to have a great group of friends in NYC, which seems to be getting bigger by the minute. Over the last few years, more and more people seem to be making the move from LA to NYC. I have realized that Los Angeles will always be my home....but i need something more. I feel like my life has become sooo monotanous here. I need some sort of change. On my trip, i had so much fun getting lost in the city, and discovering new places, as well as revisiting old places I've already been to. I got to hang with my 2 favorite gays, which was probably one of the most important things to me on this trip. It is interesting to see the new life my bestfriend has built for himself. I am happy for him, it is a far cry from sharing a one bedroom apartment in Tranny Town and using coffee filters to wipe our ass. Above all else, this trip reminded me to appreciate all the people in my life. Whether under the same roof as me, or clear across the country....i truly value my friendships.....and if the old saying is true "You are who your friends are", then i guess I'm a pretty awesome person after all....

Karma

Last night i went out and ran into this guy that i used to know. When i was younger i used to think the world revolved around house music, and dancing. Horrible, i know! So anyways.....this guy used to have a crush on me when we were in that era. I never really paid attention to him, or even gave him a chance.....i dont even know what i was looking for back then. So why is it when i saw him, hes like SOOOO fuckin hot now!! Of course thats totally my luck, right? I would totally fuck him in a second, but cut to 6 years ago and he was totally not do-able. This whole little game of Karma just makes it more apparent that i will NEVER, EVER find love.......if its not my present situation fucking shit up for me...then its my past.....and lately my past is being a bitch. So to all those many people i have been a bitch to...im sorry, get over it, and stop being hot!